14.9.17 M- is a lovely person and I am GRATEFUL
This week has pretty much felt like one long, ongoing, nervous breakdown.
It's crazy how how lame I've felt all week. It's like me just waiting for me to get it together.
M- and I have not seen the most of each other since he's been back, but I talked to him tonight and I'm glad. He's really lovely. I remember all the reasons he inspires me and I want - and try - to be more like him. M- is truly kind. I feel like I know so few people who are really, truly kind in that way.
I want all the good things for M-. All the very best things.
Man, self-work. It's work for sure. I think I have a new goal for who I wan to be/ what I want to do this year.